While I was quite enthralled at that age by the sight of a man’s cock, the idea of putting it in my mouth seemed disgusting and alien. When I was a boy, someone explained to me what a blowjob was. I want a man to take advantage of me and degrade me and abuse me, simply for his amusement. I like the idea of kneeling down in front of a man and having my mouth used as a makeshift cunt for his pleasure. I know what I am and what I have wanted since I was a boy.
